Cerpen

WANT YOU


"I'm sorry fi, I love Priscilla. I come to you so I can get familiar with it. I'm sorry ... "
Already one year passed but June still remember clearly the words in my mind. After our relationships intertwine over the past 5 months, he finally admitted that he had a relationship with me just so he could be close to my sister Priscilla. The first time I heard those words come out of his mouth I do feel very annoyed. I like a man stupid, easily deceived and hurt.
But now I am no longer a woman in white gray-known unstable. I've been a student and I had to recover from the problem keterpurukanku romance. While my sister Priscilla is now in hospital undergoing practice the famous Mother Love.
From birth I had not been familiar with it, especially because the problem in June I became increasingly hated. He always captured man close to me since junior high. Indescribable sense of annoyance at Kak Silla. I was like a ticking time bomb that can explode at any time, especially when it comes to things that deal with my brother.
"Fi, packed lunch please love your sister's to ya. You direct the same campus hospital Mother Love. "She handed me the food basket. But I did not pick it up right away. Seeing it makes me hot rantangnya, let alone give it to the witch that.
I glanced food hamper innocent. "Guns ah ma! I do not want to! Mama told that anterin mas Jono wrote to brother. Anyways I'll be late for class if I have to stop by once to the hospital. "Sangkalku.
"Could not fi, mas Jono want car service. Udah ya mama ga essentially want to know you should love your sister is the same, period! "Mom grabbed my arm and hook it into the basket grip palms by force.
Hahhh ... a really bad day! I sighed to myself.
Arriving in the hospital I went straight into the room my sister practice without permission. But for a while I searched his figure apparently he was not there. I see only one patient was lying in bed with his eyes bandaged.
He awoke from rebahannya position and leaning punggu bed. "Doctor Silla, is that you?" Accent like a western, Indonesian language sounded less fluent.
"Mmm ... ma-sorry I'm not a doctor Prisicilla, I was just wanted to deliver a lunch for him. Excuse me, excuse me. "Like I said awkwardly. I put the basket with a rough and ready to go from there.
"Wait up!" She made me stop me in a hurry.
"What else?" I turned to him and looked anxiously watches.
"Who are you?" He asked in a monotone and cold.
"I'm Fioren, Priscil's little sister. Sorry, i have to go now. Bye. "I immediately turn to his heels to catch a very very short time to get to campus.
Oh My God! Be late ya!# # #
I sentosa safely to class on time, but during class hours walking me uneasy. I was nervous and kept thinking of the male patients in the practice of my brother's room. That's ridiculous, but I want another meeting. This curiosity can not be unstoppable, with reckless after college I decided to come to my sister's place.
"Uh Fi, where are you going? We ga be watching? "Said Gisel. He was watching me like a man after finish a book full of anger.
"Ouch .. not now deh Gis! I had no business ya, aja ya tomorrow. Byee .. "I said as he left the classroom and waved one hand in my Gisel.
Suddenly .. BAAAMM!!
"Aduduh ... awhh ..." I groaned in pain. My body fell to the floor and sat the books that I hold berhambur mess. Soon I saw a scroll hand as if to say "come, I'll help you up."
"Sorry, I inadvertently. Come, let me help you up. "I grabbed the hand grip and menyibakan dust off my pants.
"Once again I'm sorry." He said again. This handsome guy ... pujiku in the liver.
"Ah, yes it's okay." I said, incised sekenannya smile. I just remembered that I wanted to practice my sister's place. Geez, if this hour he would have come home. I reluctantly discouraged to go there.
"This .." The man mengulurkanku books that had been scattered to me.
I frowned and looked at his passing. "T-thank you, sorry I hit you." This man ... like I know him? I returned her attention to her face carefully. Looking at her face-eyes-throw-throw eyes at her face ... I remember this guy!
"Oya, I had to rush home to prepare dinner. Bye. "I know this guy, so I look for reasons to" prepare dinner "and then get out of him. Yes, although sebenenarnya I can not cook, but that's the only reason that comes to my mind.
The man was holding me. He pulled my wrist. "Do not go Fioren, I have to explain something to you."
Jun, what more do you want from me? Not satisfied are you've hurt me? Memories of the past seemed to come back to the surface. I really do not want this to happen. But not kupungkiri I still keep a sense of him.
We went to a restaurant that is so beautiful and picturesque scenery. I do not know what this place. I do not know where he was taking me. All I know now I was in a mountainous region. It's been 3 years since I first met him since grade school because I asked my mom to move the school, and during that time also I can see his appearance change from the past.
Now he looks taller and hair spikenya now changed with sideways bangs that covered most of his forehead. Not one that I've fallen in love with him, even though he was just toying with me but I have no regrets.
"Mm .. Fio, do you still harbor resentment to me? "He opened the conversation in the middle of our silence.
"Just when you said you liked my brother .. only then I hate you .. "I said without looking at her and threw pandangannku mountain shrouded in thick fog.
"I came to see you because I want to say one thing before I could not tell .." his face seemed pale pasih because nervous. June swallowed hard and tried to look at me.
"After I expressed my feelings for your sister, she rejected me. And when I realized that I really like. I had not grateful to get a woman like you. Because of that, now ... I really apologize to you Fi, I want you back into my woman. "He looked at me with pleading faces and furrowed brow sad.
I do not care anymore. I've forgotten. I left Jun of places to eat it. I could not bear to hear the words. I want to be with him, but somehow there was something pushing me to not take it anymore.# # #
All night I just lay on the bed and buried my face into the pillow. I kept reminding him. Not Jun, but the man in the practice room with my brother. But it seems that he had close relations with Priscil kak? Because only certain people are called as "Silla". Well ... maybe it's his girlfriend? I muttered.
Suddenly I heard a knock at the door who interrupted if-andaiku. "Ren, brother allowed in?" Cried the voice. "Ren" was the title of my childhood given by Kak Silla.
"Yes." And I said, a lazy lazy. My sister the least I like started to enter my room. He walked up to me and sat beside me. "Ren, you are anther lunchtime to the practice of brother huh?"
"Yes." Sekenannya I just answered without looking at him.
"Mmm ... thank ya Ren. Here is something for you. "He pulled out a packet of gifts from the back of his hand. A patterned pink gift box complete with ribbon love the pink too. I think this may not be a gift from kak Silla. Kak Silla saw no reaction finally explains the origin of the gift. "This from someone for you Ren. He wants about providing this gift to you. Try to open first. "
Slowly I began to untie the ribbon and open the lid gifts. I'm really surprised by the gift made of people! A music box with a layer of gold and white medium, and there is a woman and a man who danced gracefully on it. Then I play the music box valve ... and ... melantunlah classic song is so beautiful. This song ... I know this song! My favorite classic songs! Or you could say the only song that I know klasih and I like when you first listen to the Nocturne No. 2 in E-Flat Major, No. 2 by Frédéric Chopin op.9 version of Vladimir Ashkenazy.
Chant melodious piano music coming out of the speakers took the music box drifted into it. My heart feels at ease, as there is tranquility behind this song. The song was able to make me smile and sad at the same time.
"Giving someone the gift. He expects you to save Ren. "Sentence pronounced kak Silla brought me. I still do not understand what people mean it is giving this gift to me, but I certainly will not refuse this wonderful gift.
"Yes. Tell terimakasihku him. "That's all I can say, for now I do not want to know who gave this precious gift.# # #
As per my promise to Gisel because yesterday was not able to watch him, after hours of lectures we went to the mall and watch movies. Gisel to dinner at the American Grill but now I'm not eating western food tastes. When my eyes caught the presence of food booths selling Japanese food sederahana favorite okonomiyaki, I immediately bolted to it and buy it.
"Gis bad right? So do not eat western food only! Try to eat foods from other cultures as well dong, especially from Japan Okonomiyaki. "Pamerku on Gisel while still eating foods with sumplit so thin and little me hassles.
"Yes, yes, this time you win Fi! I akuin was awful. "Reply Gisel also not stop eating it and eating the occasional sip Blue Iced her.
Without us realizing someone was standing in front of us. He kept looking at me and suddenly he put a box on my desk the other Okonomiyaki. "This, eat a lot. Okonomiyaki is your life, is not it? Even the first time you've been begging little brother and scolded her because she did not buy that food. "And then he walked away with ease while entering his hands into the pocket of his trousers.
I stared made. How can a stranger like she knows about my childhood?! When I awoke from my reverie, I immediately ran after the man's direction was running but I did not find it. He seems to have gone .. but who is he? I thought to myself.
Gisel who desperately chasing finally have me. "Heh Fi cepet flight really does! I'm almost out of breath catch up with you, you know? "
Who was the man? But apparently no stranger ...
I can not stand with all of this. I want an explanation! After dropping Gisel his house I immediately reversed the steering wheel in the direction of my brother's practice work. I feel he would know this. I felt she had a hand on the weirdness happened to me lately.
With a thud step I'm getting there. Somehow my heart now as boiling water, I'm afraid my emotions overflowed when know it all. I'm afraid I'm sorry for having come here.
Finally I arrived at the front door my brother practice. I touched the door handle and prepare mengayunkanya down, but my intentions were interrupted when he heard a conversation that was dangling from the room.
"I've given a gift to him. Anything else you want to say to him? "Kak Silla voice sounded so clear. What a gift he meant the music box?!
"Unnecessary. I just met her, and it was very enjoyable. I saw her face was full of questions of who i am when I give him Okonomiyaki events of his childhood and said first about that food. "Said the man with a chuckle. What!
"What? You're so brave! Why do not you just tell the truth? "Replied Prisicilla kak.
"I do not have such courage to say." This time his voice sounded weak and desperate.
"I'm sure my sister will definitely accept you." I can not wait! With a feeling of chaos I entered the room. And terpampanglah sight not wearing my eyes. My sister was hugging him! I just stood there watching. My tears can not even go out, but inside, my heart screamed. My throat so there is no word out of my mouth. I do not know why I clay event is so painful and I do not know him.
I walked away from there with a body condition rather giddy and dizzy head. My legs weakened, all the nerves as a result stopped me faint.
someone seemed to carry me? I could feel the breath of breath, in his arms I felt comfortable. I could also hear the heartbeat beating fast, he seemed so concerned with how I was doing. I'd love to see this guy, but can not open my eyes ...# # #
I do not know for how many hours had passed, but who would now like sticking my eyes and I had trouble opening my eyelids. However, a persistent effort to fruition is sweet. When my eyes are completely open, which I saw just kak Prisicilla sitting on the left side of the bed where I was lying, and a man who was asleep on the other side while ... grasp my hand?!
"Fioren, you're awake?" Kak Priscil jerks noticed I had regained consciousness. He immediately checked my situation carefully using a stethoscope. "You alright is not it? Sorry brother Ren, "said my brother was. Since the reactions are pretty horrendous Priscil kak man awoke from his sleep.
"Fioren, you're awake? are you all right? "the way he was worried about was not strange to me. I just feel happy going concern. But, who is he?
"Who are you?" I'm not sure my voice is heard clearly because my throat was a little sore when voiced.
"Fioren, he's Daniel ... her friend's brother while in the orphanage used to be. "kak Priscill Sela. He appeared pale as words to say about it.
"Orphanage? What do you mean? "Raise the tone of the conversation I intentionally. So far adoptive sister Priscilla is?
"Mom and Dad are planning to never say this to you, but I can not be who I am keeping a secret forever because one day you'll realize it." Women I know biological sibling stopping short sentence, he drew a breath and continue. "When once you were a kid around the age of 7 years you and your parents to come to the orphanage to pick me, but you're so angry and disagree, you're running down the middle of the street and a car almost hit you, thank goodness it did not happen. He ... Daniel peers who saved you. You fainted and Daniel carry with haste, but Daniel did not give up. But when you realize you're crying so hard at the sight of Daniel. Since then Daniel hit upon your attitude. He me ... "
"Let me tell the rest of Silla. I like Fioren, because too liked the end I decided to go out of your life. Incidentally I also got a scholarship to go to school in America and I took the opportunity as well to forget. For 11 years I lived there but it does not go find a replacement for you, every night I always pictured a frightened face when he saw me ... I miss you so much and wanted to see but I do not want to make you cry ... "Daniel interrupts him. He is facing straight down the hospital floor. I could hear his voice hoarse as if was unable to continue the heartbreaking story of his past.
My body was moving by itself. Slowly my footsteps approached the man in Daniel's greetings. I no longer cried when he saw it, but instead I'm very happy. I did not know what had happened so I was being so cruel to her. I do not understand why I can not remember. But now all is clear. Is this the reason why I really wanted to meet him since I first met him? I'm sorry Daniel ...
I touched the man's shoulder and said. "I'm sorry Daniel ... I promise not to cry anymore because see, even now I'm very happy ... "
Daniel lifted his head and looked at me in disbelief. He stood up and held me in his arms. "Thank you Fioren."# # #
The next day Mom and Dad explained that in the past I had anterograde and retrograde amnesia simultaneously. I was not able to remember events before almost getting hit by a car and can not remember the incident afterward because severe trauma. I was astonished to hear that. Therefore if I get hurt Daniel?
In the midst of the silence of my room decorated only by a rebound of Daniel classical music giving my cell phone rang with the shrill. I glanced at the phone screen and saw a number I do not recognize.
I put small objects into the ear. "Who is this?"
"I'm Jun, Fioren .. please do not turn off telfonnya. "She was the voice of the other side with a gentle tone.
"What's the matter?" Replied sekenannya.
"I want to see you. Tomorrow I pick after class hours. "Then the telephone connection was cut off just like that. Basic wishes! Who do you think you are?!
Men suck! I muttered to myself.
Tomorrow is the day after today's lecture ended I rushed to leave the room so as not to meet in June But it seems my wish did not come true. He was waiting at the door with a couple of women who look was admired. Basic women stupid!
"I just wanted to see you for the last time Fioren. So I beg you not to run away like last time. "He said, then pulled my wrist and into the car.
"We want to go? I have an appointment with someone so do not stay long. "I said curtly without looking at him.
"Not long, I also have an appointment with someone anyway." He replied
A few moments later we reached a ... Airport?! I did not know what was being planned by June But I think it would be very surprising.
Suddenly in June pointed to a direction saying. "Ah that's it! Come Fioren! "She pulled my hand back hard enough and made me a little uncomfortable, but I could not mengelaknya. We walked up to someone who is standing upright facing outwards large transparent window.
"Hi Daniel!" June said with enthusiasm. What did he say that?! Daniel?! Men who call in Jun as 'Daniel' was also slowly swung his body and face with me and JUN. It's really an unexpected surprise! I could not move and sculpting next June How is this possible?! What is this narrow world?! June know Daniel?!
"Fioren ... k-you? You're familiar with Jun? "Daniel pronounce sentence with slight stammer. I guess he also equally shocknya like me.
June guffaw see kekikukkan that happened to us. He laughed with a loss and irritated as he was making fun of me! "Why are you laughing?" Snapped her instantaneous stop laughing.
June grabbed my right hand and he also grabbed Daniel's left hand. He put his hand on the back of Daniel's hands and put them together. "Remain together until death separates you. It's time for me to return to America. Daniel, keep Fioren well! That command. Goodbye all. "Jun, the man gave him a sweet smile just before leaving us. I do not believe that it is last meeting between me and him.
I ran after him and hugged him from behind. He stopped and returned my arms. "Thank you for everything Fioren. I'm glad to know you. "Jun holds shoulder and loosened her arms. He kept walking until I could no longer see it.
I think just a few drops of tears falling down my cheeks. I delete it but it is getting a lot of tears that came out. Then I felt someone mengegam my shoulders tightly. He stroked my hair and kissed her gently. "Do not cry, I'll always be by your side"# # #
2 years later ...
Today is a very happy day for my family, especially older brother who I considered as adoptive siblings own the sister Priscilla. He celebrated his marriage with a partner who is also a doctor named Fritz western descent, while I was a bridesmaid for my sister.
I hope one day I can catch up with my brother Daniel. But I guess I had to postpone it because Daniel is now continuing her studies in America S2. He promised after all business was complete we will be married and I'm waiting for it. Supposedly since 1 week ago he had returned to Indonesia, but no news of him. I was a little disappointed and worried about his attitude lately. I'm afraid he has another woman in there and cancel plans with me.
"Hey, Fioren! Why not go with the others to fight over sister's wedding bouquet!? Who knows who got it and you could soon catch up. "Speech kak Silla shamed fast enough. I really do not want to participate in this, but yasudahlah ...
When kak Silla count from 1 to 3 he immediately threw the bouquet right back toward the audience and scrambling to get it."Will you marry me Fioren?" Saying someone was me who was sipping a glass of syrup stroberri jerks.
I turned toward the voice. I saw it! Daniel came! He was with a bouquet of flowers was thrown by my brother! He knelt on one knee and presented a bouquet of flowers. Without hesitation I grabbed it and said. "Yes, of course!" I jumped for joy and hugged Daniel. He gave me a surprise that could not say a word at all.
In the arms of Daniel, from the distance I saw a black sedan in front of the gate house. He was wearing sunglasses, he looked towards me are watching, knowing if I knew where he then drove his car and go from there.
Me and Daniel danced to the accompaniment of classical music favorites. We danced gracefully like a statue of a man and a woman in the music box gift Daniel.
Jun, I'm very happy ...
I hope you also feel happiness as I ...DE END